yeah, kinda same? probably not for the same reasons, tho

[ She'd take CT on in a heartbeat except for not wanting to deal with finding out if they were even actually friends, in CT's eyes. She'd be far too scared of her saying no, that even that was one-sided, South seeing something that wasn't there. ]

but yeah, i get that too. not that it matters when they're not around and hopefully won't be. since y'know, i wouldn't wish this on ppl